Sorry, my hands are tied here.
Instead, let me give you a snippet from Aucleres I as reproduced in Kurth's book:
Now the interrogation began in earnest. The questions went on for hours - "When? What day? Where? What time? How long?" - until Gilliard, increasingly flustered and tired, was left to mumble over and over, "I don't know. I don't know anymore."
"Ordinarily," said Judge Werkmeister dryly, "a witness who knows that he is going to be heard finds a way to freshen his memory."
"M. Gilliard lowered his head," wrote Dominique Aucleres, "like a bad schoolboy who's been reprimanded." She felt sorry for him: "In his hands he was nervously twisting a copy of his bible, The False Anastasia. He hadn't reread it very well; he had overestimated his powers.
But now the judges did turn their attention to the contents of The False Anastasia. They wanted to examine some of the original documentation - above all, the excited letter Shura Gilliard had received in 1925 from Grand Duchess Olga, the letter that had first moved the Gilliards to meet Anastasia in Berlin.
"I don't have it anymore."
Then what about Gilliard's correspondence with the Duke of Leuchtenberg: "Is it true that you failed to reply to three of his letters?
"Yes...no....I don't know anymore."
"In The False Anastasia," said the judge to Gilliard, "you published certain photographs and handwriting specimens. We would like to see the originals. If you don't have them with you, the tribunal asks that they be sent."
Gilliard fairly cried the words:"I don't have them anymore! They're burned! I destroyed them. I have nothing anymore."